Silent Chime

2005-10-19T01:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. I'm delighted that exams had ended. It's holiday. Time to enjoy myself release myself from stress. I think it's time to quit ITE. A agreement had been arranged by the head. If i fail my accounting fundamentals, i'm out of school. 3 pages of questions and i only done the first pages. The rest left blank because no point doing. 2 ways for me now, either army or private. Anyway, i'm well prepared. These week was simply enjoyable. Chalet was fun with workmates. Free rides for the whole day as all my friends was well equip with vehicles. Sometimes, i really envy them having a liscense and a vehicle, it just seem so convient. Yesterday, Kim hian was taking a pee near a petrol station and Issac was with us because he tag along with us to play mahjong. I borrowed his bike to take a ride on my own round the petrol station, it's fun. haha. Whole week, programs kept coming up. Accompany Benny to his grandma house. Free dinner for that day. I like the feeling where everyone sit around the table to have dinner. The more the merrier. Crabs, chicken wings .... go well with beer. They kept on serving me. I had around 5 bottles. Whew, feel floating in the air. Threw out in the middle of the night. The smell was simply disgusting. I think it's time to stay away from beer. ha.

2005-10-07T13:27:00.000-07:00

haiz... Disater month. Mom go hospital. Get debar from exams. First time work and lost money. Lost money playing mahjong. Thanks God, situation change now. haha. I just found out a meaningful phrase. Smelly legs judge you ten years, Friends judge u a death sentence.

2005-09-28T11:23:00.000-07:00

It simply a disatrous day for me. 2 things have great impact on me. First impact, my accoutning teacher bar me from exams. The whole day i am so fustrated thinking of finding a good reason for my appeal letter. Secondly, Mom crying in agony, she's in pain and i am helpless. Called a ambulance to award her to the hospital. I just felt that i'm very useless. Argh... do not know what to do now. Pray that Mom get well and nothing happened to her.

2005-09-26T12:02:00.000-07:00

Day pass by fast, Saturday went with Xiao rey to army market to get his army stuffs. He saw alot of Tekong friends when selecting the items bacause it's the only day they could get down there. That day was great because his friend own a car so no problem getting there so i promised to tag along with him as i did not want my Saturday wasted by rotting at home. After finished all the shopping, we were so lucky to see his other platoon mate who own a car too and he tag along with us to Bugis as Xiao rey wanted to get PSP games. He simply wasted too much money on it. Yesterday, on the way back from work, saw a young girl lost her parents. She was so cute holding a huge candy with her hand. I could see that she had the fear and wanted to stay calm. Luckily, she remembered her father's number making work more easier. I think everyone have the same fear of losing their loved ones. Haiz... Mom coming back tonight. At the same time i'm happy and sad. No more enjoyment, have to hear her nagging once she come back. Everything is in a mess. I'm happy too because i lack of cash now need her to help me replenish some.

2005-09-23T14:50:00.000-07:00

Mum and Dad left to Thailand. Maybe now they are enjoying Wuthai clan, L kuchey, Snoop up dog, Shaku and Bang bang the bogey dun stop your body. Hope that they bring back lots of gifts for me. After they left, i feel so stress free, i can do what i want. No more nagging, so shoik! but really have to clean up the house before they come back. Yesterday, we guys played mahjong. Today had test in the morning. Today CA seem like normal lessons. Everyone was copying except me. Teacher closing an eye was simply powerful. We could actually pass the disk for others to copy right in front of him. Tremondous, speechless.

2005-09-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, it was Mom birthday. It was nice celebrating the birthday but i also thought of everytime her birthday, means she getting older and one day she would have to leave us. I have sweat palm and it's very uncomfortable. In the past, i always thought of going for a operation. Recently, my friend told me that by having a sweat palm; the malays believe that it's good because money will keep coming in but it seem so "bui chun". Before going home for the celebration i gone to relax myself playing basketball. I did not know why i quarrel with Qi zhi. Yah, what he said was quite true but it's my money how i spent it was my business. I admit i treat girls better then my friends. I dun have good apperance like you do so i have to put in more effort in going after girls.

2005-09-19T12:03:00.000-07:00

Went out with ting on Saturday to catch a movie. The longest yard. I will rate it 4 stars for the humour. After the movie, we went for a river boat as it's free. haha. Glad that she never regreted it. That day, she seem very sad thinking about that guy she liked. Dun be sad anymore, it's not worth it. I'm also quite sad because yesterday got a very shocking news from her. She's quitting school just to concentrate in her 'O' levels, this is her desicion, just wish her all the best. As normal, i would take a stroll around the shopping malls in town. I found out that alot of chio bu would go with the ugly ones and the ugly looking girls will go with those yandao. Dun believe? Take a look around then but for me i think i will go with teh ugly ones then. haha. Sunday was mooncake festival but it's boring for me just to stay at home watch TV. I really admire those young days we would buy dozen packs of candles and attempt to burn down the whole playground. haha. Sometime, i wonder what happened to "Him"? He dun seem like the same person in the past. Everyone was making the same comment. Even we make a small comment on him on he would burst out in flames. Just wished that he would be like the past putting on the cheerful smile on his face.

2005-09-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

Shit, damn it! Yesterday, it's raining heavily and i had to work at the jetty to deliver those idiot customer who came at the wrong time under a shelter and ensuring their safety. Then those who worked at other koisk got the chance to relax. What i trying to say was that i'm unlucky. There are people who is really getting on my nerves. First victim, Moses, himself thought that he is near to perfection. Just ordering people around, putting blame on others, licking the boss ass was the elements he needed for promotion. Heard that i am one of his dart board which he really enjoyed throwing the metal darts towards me. Maybe, i should make the court house busy by dismandle his body into parts. He shall die for peace. May he rest in pieces. There is another person who i do not want to name. Everyone seem to hate him. After hearing something, it really disappoint me. It really hurt so much inside and i really hate putting on a show. I just look so fake. I careless that he read this post because there is an attidude he really need to change. It's just happen that everyone is throwing knife right on his back. Maybe, he shall die too!

2005-09-12T11:57:00.000-07:00

No time for a post. These past few days was simply awesome. Friday, i went for a lion dance competition with Tian Cai they guys. It's damn crowded but we managed to get 6 seats and watch the performance. I thought it was the beginning but it turned out that we only managed to watch the performance of the last 2 teams. The lion dance troupes never failed to put on their power rangers dress annually. It simply seem so retarded. The next day, was the chalet. It was Candice birthday so no choice ran down to Orchard to get her the present and at the same time get my new earpiece. Overall, the earpiece was my main motive. haha...

2005-09-05T20:54:00.000-07:00

It's lesson time now, nothing to do so i come in to post. As you can see how slack ITE is. Talk about school, it happened that i really dislike business fundamentals. This assholic teacher actually pormise me to let me take the CA i actually missed but the scenario was that he never let me took the exams. Why in the first place he said to let me take the exams which he fails to do? Somemore, you did not show me that fucking attidude, i neither owe you anything. It's not that i really wish to leave the school, i just do not want to spend so much time on my own education. It's really a long route. Actually have to think about it. Afterall, i really need my mother support in terms of fanancially. Benny always says that am i really no life? Haha, I thinks so, the most interesting thing was sleeping, mahjong, eating and the most not interesting was working, studying. I promise that i going to find something meaningful to do, add a sparkle to my life.

2005-09-02T03:17:00.000-07:00

Firstly, wish all the teachers a happy teacher's day. I had been thinking about what route should i take. I know maybe my intelligence cannot make it but i really want to give it a try. If i am success in enrolling into another school, i sure will miss my fantastic classmates and class.

2005-08-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

I think i will not make a great planner. I plan to bring her for a cruise when her examinations ends and guess what? The cruise sank yesterday at the loading bay of Clifford pier. 2 days never go to school. Tomorrow must force myself wake up no matter what. I really have to thanks a gang of ah beng and ah seng who put up a good show for me just at my house bus stop. They never fail to invite the police to bring them up the roti car. Actually, they help to test the country's security and they tried to show that police do not get their pay so easily.

2005-08-29T16:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, knew a new boatman. His name is Steven. He is 61 years old and he look like freaking 40 years old only. Got on his boat to travel to my destination to start work. On the way, he everytime sound so happy, nothing to worry about. So kind of him to fold paper aeroplanes for me and the tourist. It's a very nice paper aeroplane. Hope that he better remember his promise that he will teach me how to handle a bumboat and fold for me a big helicopter. haha... Why does everyone hate Mike? Yah, he may seem naggy at times but his is the only one i see that he really work very hard for the company. Yesterday, i got the chance to tag along with him to work at the esplanade. Despite, he was sick, he still seem to be a workaholic, superman in fact.

2005-08-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hm... I just found out one thing. I dun like to be lonely. I just like someone beside me. Yeah, so happy that that i never waste the last day of my holiday. Went to Brayan's chalet with the accompany of Jason and Kenny. At first, it was very boring because we guys are "shy" but when the crowd left, we seem like years never eat. Once we got our bums glued to the chair, only our hands and mouth was moving. haha.. I also puzzled why everyone was super hyper active. we entertained ourselves but doing stupid things and we enjoyed it. Did not knew why half way suddenly thought of her. Until today, i regret that i told that lie. How i wish that time can rewind itself. Maybe, even better that i do not know her. Argh~ whole night never sleep. shall use my morning and afternoon time to sleep.

2005-08-27T05:06:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. Slacking, slacking and more slacking but it's not a bad thing. Relax and stress free.

2005-08-26T03:09:00.000-07:00

Today Jeremy and i are "fated" or what? On my way to work, Jeremy happened to be in the train i just missed. On the way back from work, i met him in the bus. haha... Then we went Mac sit down talked cock until 2. Did't knew why we had alot of things to say from the story of the school hall to the legend of the sixth storey. haha... Maybe, we guys too long never contact so once meet got so many rubbish to talk. Macdonalds really done a great job by changing the duration of business to 24 hours daily. I thought they would change the idea due to bad response but to my surprise, there were souls hanging around the shop. What is the fuck that stuck inside my thorat? Nails, stapler bullets, spanner? I do not remember having them for my lunch or dinner. Feel so pain, hope that the pain will not stand in my way for tasting delicious cuisine.

2005-08-24T15:53:00.000-07:00

Damn tired these few days. Lack of sleep. 3 days, 14 hours of sleep. So in theory, a normal human being need 8 hours daily so overall i lost 10 hours of sleep. I like my job alot. That day got a chance to drive the boat 2 big rounds, so fun. Yesterday, worked at High Street, very bored. The whole street seem to be haunted and deserted. Somemore, the generator spoiled so i been called to go back to CQ to do jetty. Very lucky, sold out 4 tickets to all those kind souls. I like to worked at the jetty. It just kept me busy so time passes fast. Talked to her on the phone just now. I rarely call her, i just dun want her to feel that i am very irritating and annoying. I just felt like i got alot of things to tell her but once i talked to her just feel very blank. Maybe, i'm scared talking to her now after that thing happened. Everyone will know this feeling when the person you like go out with someone else. It's really sad but actually i dun mind as she dun belong to me and i really want her to be happy. Her prelims and 'O' levels is coming, i will pray for her every night that she do well in her exams.

2005-08-17T03:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was simply fun. As the workforce of the trishaw department is insufficent, jiafu and i was send down to chinatown to complete the task. Benny asked about it and he also tagged along. It's my first time experiencing riding the trishaw. I'm very unexperiencing so i bang into thing that in my sight 3 times. Luckily, it a gentle crash if not i would have to pay. I really prayed that i could go there and came back in one piece. I was very sicked yesterday so never went back to bumboat to worked and went home straight away with Benny. The illness is killing me. Sometimes, i really wished that i could die by sleeping, it the most peaceful way of death. I just found out that on Sunday, 3 policemen came and looked for me. Thanks God, they came just to returned the identity card to me. This was the second time i lost my identity card. I am so glad that yesterday i finally chatted with her for a good 30 mins. After that incident, chatting with her was only merely 5 mins. I am simply happy yesterday despite i'm sick and tired.

2005-08-14T02:08:00.000-07:00

At last, i could see her again. I'm so delighted. Met her just to pass her the bag, hope she liked it. I'm glad that she got A1 for Chinese, wished that she continued to worked hard which i knew she would. I tried to hold myself to call her but dun know why i could't. I really miss her. After that, met Benny and accompanies to go town. When we were at town, there was a M1 exibition. Those who scored is entitled to win a Man. Utd jersey so Xiangwei and Shenton went in to tried out their skills and luck but the return, none. Sophina later joined us where she came in a beach outfit but maybe she thought her dreesscode is very "Orh Piang" so after that she returned home. We seperated into 2 groups, Xiangwei, Jiafu, Guoquan, Shenton went for a movie which i later decided to tag along with Benny and Becca which i felt that i am very EXTRA. Yesterday, was simply a mad food fiesta. Sacrafication items for my stomach, lunch-2 plates of pasta, 3 garlic bread, 1 mushroom soup and a coke / dinner- 2 pizzas. 3 onions rings and a jug of coke. The cigarettes really caused me to have a flu today and made me sick which later forced out the food i taken entirely. I gonna to make the cigarette i taken today my last stick, i really dun wished to get addicted. Xiangwei invited us over as it was his grandma birthday. Buffet was the subject that could not be missed. haha.. So shoik, got the chance to work at merlion park 3 times in the row which allowed me to watch fireworks. I really like the atmosphere, people were just simply packed like sardines. Hm... these was for you Marie as you requested. Chat with her for a while before she hang the phone. She sounded so sad once i talked about Ah Lim but no worries pal. Everything will be fine.

2005-08-11T01:48:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. I also dun noe what the hell with me this days. It's maybe true what Kenny say to me. I going crazy. I would really like to apologise for who i had offended. To Kenny: I read your blog, i found out that there was many terrible things i did but i fail to notice. Hey pal, you know la, taking weapons all this i did out of anger. I just feel really touched reading your blog but at the same time disgusted. haha... (may our brotherhood never ends) yikes. To Zezhong: I think we should come out for a talk or something. There's maybe a misunderstanding between us. If u want feel free to come and find me anytime. I admit i very hot-tempered this few days. I'm sorry delivering those elbows and kneecaps to you guys. I just love you guys. Today, first time ordered by Peter to work at the jetty but i really loved working at the jetty. It kept me busy and time really burn fast. Shit... Skip school for 2 days, first day: not purposely because all thanks to Qi zhi they all tell me was national day no need to go to school. second day: overslept. Went to polyclinic today but never get my MC because Jiafu kept on pastering me not to get a MC( waste of time and $$$). Dunnoe what excuse to use this time. Maybe tell him i attended my relative funeral...

2005-08-10T00:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy today. Happy Birthday Singapore. Lol... Sit inside the koisk for the whole day but at the same time i can see the fireworks and thunderous fighting jet. So nice! Cannot stand my 3 groups of young customers. I know when i say this none of you will believe but i do not tell lies now. If i do everyone are welcome to give me a one tight slap on the face. The first group: they come and disturb me. Ask this ask that. Hahaha.. When they board the boat they shout right towards me I love you. Lol.... Cute youngsters! The second group: they call me to take pictures with them. hahaha... Third group: they keep whining for discounts. I really pity Xiong hai he lose 200 bucks for nothing and he has to pay for it. Half a month pay. I think he going berserk. OMG!

2005-08-08T14:44:00.000-07:00

Woot! Yesterday, the fireworks was nice but compared to last year, last year was better. The fireworks just win the appluades of the audiences. There was also 2 concert at the Esplanade. Last night, it was simply havoc with the accompany of Tian cai, Candice, Kenny, Qi Zhi, Jia fu and Xiao rey. To Zezhong: Thanks for your comments. Yah, what you say is quite true but you do not seem to understand the word respect. If you really wanted to make friend with her get the number from her then. I never deleted her number from your phone because i trust you. Yah, you may think great that you no need to work there anymore but think twice. You are causing Jiafu troubles by doing so. Just be more responsible. If you say that you never complain to Peter? Are you trying to prove that Jiafu and I are deaf? I know that you are nice to your friends but sometimes you really offended someone but you never noticed it.

2005-08-07T17:05:00.000-07:00

It really hurt me reading her blog. Tears just flow down my cheeks out of no where. I controlled myself not to call her but i just could not do it. I just had a feeling i am gonna to lose her and she would not be back. Beer, cigarettes and sleeping pills were elements that could help to bring me to sleep. I know i'm at wrong for telling all those lies but Zezhong had no rights to message her. If i need help i would tell. Thanks man, thanks for complaining to Peter that i never work. Yah, it's true i am a slacker unlike you who is a elite who could bring so much profit to the company. Until now, i still cannot understand why YOU would do such a thing. Just dun come and fucked with me.

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2005-08-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

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