Yeah.. I'm delighted that exams had ended. It's holiday. Time to enjoy myself release myself from stress. I think it's time to quit ITE. A agreement had been arranged by the head. If i fail my accounting fundamentals, i'm out of school. 3 pages of questions and i only done the first pages. The rest left blank because no point doing. 2 ways for me now, either army or private. Anyway, i'm well prepared. These week was simply enjoyable. Chalet was fun with workmates. Free rides for the whole day as all my friends was well equip with vehicles. Sometimes, i really envy them having a liscense and a vehicle, it just seem so convient. Yesterday, Kim hian was taking a pee near a petrol station and Issac was with us because he tag along with us to play mahjong. I borrowed his bike to take a ride on my own round the petrol station, it's fun. haha. Whole week, programs kept coming up. Accompany Benny to his grandma house. Free dinner for that day. I like the feeling where everyone sit around the table to have dinner. The more the merrier. Crabs, chicken wings .... go well with beer. They kept on serving me. I had around 5 bottles. Whew, feel floating in the air. Threw out in the middle of the night. The smell was simply disgusting. I think it's time to stay away from beer. ha.
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|1:44 AM|
haiz... Disater month. Mom go hospital. Get debar from exams. First time work and lost money. Lost money playing mahjong. Thanks God, situation change now. haha. I just found out a meaningful phrase. Smelly legs judge you ten years, Friends judge u a death sentence.
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|1:27 PM|
It simply a disatrous day for me. 2 things have great impact on me. First impact, my accoutning teacher bar me from exams. The whole day i am so fustrated thinking of finding a good reason for my appeal letter. Secondly, Mom crying in agony, she's in pain and i am helpless. Called a ambulance to award her to the hospital. I just felt that i'm very useless. Argh... do not know what to do now. Pray that Mom get well and nothing happened to her.
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|11:23 AM|
Day pass by fast, Saturday went with Xiao rey to army market to get his army stuffs. He saw alot of Tekong friends when selecting the items bacause it's the only day they could get down there. That day was great because his friend own a car so no problem getting there so i promised to tag along with him as i did not want my Saturday wasted by rotting at home. After finished all the shopping, we were so lucky to see his other platoon mate who own a car too and he tag along with us to Bugis as Xiao rey wanted to get PSP games. He simply wasted too much money on it. Yesterday, on the way back from work, saw a young girl lost her parents. She was so cute holding a huge candy with her hand. I could see that she had the fear and wanted to stay calm. Luckily, she remembered her father's number making work more easier. I think everyone have the same fear of losing their loved ones. Haiz... Mom coming back tonight. At the same time i'm happy and sad. No more enjoyment, have to hear her nagging once she come back. Everything is in a mess. I'm happy too because i lack of cash now need her to help me replenish some.
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|12:02 PM|
Mum and Dad left to Thailand. Maybe now they are enjoying Wuthai clan, L kuchey, Snoop up dog, Shaku and Bang bang the bogey dun stop your body. Hope that they bring back lots of gifts for me. After they left, i feel so stress free, i can do what i want. No more nagging, so shoik! but really have to clean up the house before they come back. Yesterday, we guys played mahjong. Today had test in the morning. Today CA seem like normal lessons. Everyone was copying except me. Teacher closing an eye was simply powerful. We could actually pass the disk for others to copy right in front of him. Tremondous, speechless.
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|2:50 PM|
Yesterday, it was Mom birthday. It was nice celebrating the birthday but i also thought of everytime her birthday, means she getting older and one day she would have to leave us. I have sweat palm and it's very uncomfortable. In the past, i always thought of going for a operation. Recently, my friend told me that by having a sweat palm; the malays believe that it's good because money will keep coming in but it seem so "bui chun". Before going home for the celebration i gone to relax myself playing basketball. I did not know why i quarrel with Qi zhi. Yah, what he said was quite true but it's my money how i spent it was my business. I admit i treat girls better then my friends. I dun have good apperance like you do so i have to put in more effort in going after girls.
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|8:45 AM|
Went out with ting on Saturday to catch a movie. The longest yard. I will rate it 4 stars for the humour. After the movie, we went for a river boat as it's free. haha. Glad that she never regreted it. That day, she seem very sad thinking about that guy she liked. Dun be sad anymore, it's not worth it. I'm also quite sad because yesterday got a very shocking news from her. She's quitting school just to concentrate in her 'O' levels, this is her desicion, just wish her all the best. As normal, i would take a stroll around the shopping malls in town. I found out that alot of chio bu would go with the ugly ones and the ugly looking girls will go with those yandao. Dun believe? Take a look around then but for me i think i will go with teh ugly ones then. haha. Sunday was mooncake festival but it's boring for me just to stay at home watch TV. I really admire those young days we would buy dozen packs of candles and attempt to burn down the whole playground. haha. Sometime, i wonder what happened to "Him"? He dun seem like the same person in the past. Everyone was making the same comment. Even we make a small comment on him on he would burst out in flames. Just wished that he would be like the past putting on the cheerful smile on his face.
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|12:03 PM|
